I had this romantic idea when I began seminary that I would be able to make it to B&N every night for at least 2 hours of reading. I thought that I’d be able to balance work and school and life. I thought that I would be able to make school a priority.
The reality: not so much. I have responsibilities. I kind of like having a car. I like having a job. So, I find myself in a bit of a pickle. Right now, school has to be on the back burner. I’m doing my work, but I’m not dedicating myself 100% to the cause. I’m still doing well…but not the level of work I’d like to do. I know that there is some lesson in here somewhere. I just don’t know what it is.
Please pray that God would direct my steps. Right now I am a bit perplexed. But…God is God, no matter what. God knows the beginning from the end, so He knows where this is going. And I trust Him.
